It’s November, but we decide when Halloween ends. There weren’t a lot of faces but there’s too many to learn. I don’t know you without a mask, how will I know you with one? Nice to meet you. It’s okay, I won’t remember you either. Jell-O shot? Maybe Halloween ends with the high decibel thunderContinue reading

Being online comes with limitless possibilities, and I think it’s one reason everyone grows up too fast, or forgets how important genuine connection can be. I miss logging in to read how my friends were feeling, to connect deeply with strangers I’ve never met. Anonymous usernames that gave you a peek into what someone likedContinue reading “Bring Back Blogging”

life is good too. it’s beautiful. I think becoming an adult means realizing there will never be perfection or balance. It’s how you live through everything despite the horrors. I’m always so stuck on the bad, and fearful of speaking loud about the good. What if happiness causes the other shoe to drop. What if?Continue reading “the other side of my dramatic dual personality”

Being tested these days. Not in a bad way. I just feel like I reset the game of life, and I’m trying to navigate it better.

there’s people with bad memories because they’re the guilty asshole, and there’s people with bad memories because they were the victim.

one day again I will tell my story and for once it will start to feel lighter

today is my 9/11.